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I also developed my first analog film ever, with the Mamiya NC1000S from my aunt. Played around with different lenses and filters, and I'm rather happy about how some pictures turned out. Though I have to admit I mostly took about 5 times the same picture every time, changing some settings to experience with the camera a bit. But I definitely liked it a lot and started shooting my second film in September. I bought a 36 frames film though, and I only took about 10 pictures, so it's going to take a while before they end up here, but that's definitely part of the fun, discovering pictures you didn't even remember you took and finally seeing how they turned out.

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I also turned myself into a zombie thanks to some photoshop tutorials and hours of playing around, which I thought was pretty funny, though other people didn't appreciate it at much and just though it was a bit scary ;)

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I noticed I completely forgot to update here on pictures I took lately (as in since this summer I think). So before I start uploading new ones, here are some digital pictures from some time ago. 

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I always thought happiness was something that would happen to you, I never imagined it would be something you could work on and simply decide to be. 

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Dear Love,

I know some time ago I've told you I never wanted to see you again. Well, I'm sorry about that. I hadn't realised we didn't know each other yet, until this day, some months ago. I spent many years looking for you, without even first meeting your companion, friendship. I still don't know what it is I found instead, but I was trying to convince myself I could make it work. What a silly little girl, you'll tell me. I know. But then you came to me, confronting me with feelings I didn't even know could exist. You made me realise I didn't had to worry, that I could be happy and enjoy. You made me realise what it was to trust, even though I'm still struggling with old habits, old fears. Thanks to you I discoverd I might have things to share, things to give. And in return, I receive lots of you in different shapes. My heart is fulfilled, my head is happy. So I ask you Dear Love, don't ever leave. We still have so many things to discover, so many things to live. 

Truly yours, 

N.